TrenchcoatsRule

     I sit and wonder if I make a difference in peoples lives or am I just the black sheep in society and my soul purpose in this life is to serve others while they walk all over me and at the same time being ignored. Is it that I'm different than others and my differences are not normal but the sins of the Devil himself? I am not a very handsome person but I feel that I'm so ugly that I make a Witch look like a beautiful model. I walk in this world and can feel the eyes of many staring trying to figure out if I am a human or a walking nightmare that they need to run. I can hear the whispers of those around me and feel the presence of them po

     I realize I shouldn't let my past control my life but my emotions run wild, like a brush fire on a windy day. I try to get a grip of myself but only to succeed in becoming confused. I don"t know what to do and I become scared and alone. I'm seduced with panic, driven by anger, to lash out at something and that something has to be my best friend. I say things that cut like a double edged sword, jealousy comes to the surface, again my words are like a double edged sword that has been impelled into his chest. I continue with my barbaric rampage and I consume his heart like a pack of vicious hungry wolves. After putting out the devilish fire